Am I waiting for a hurricane or a sweet rain? A hurricane were in I'm gonna explode from despair and see me trembling around. A sweet rain were in I can dance freely and jump till I reach the pick of my happiness.
Tomorrow is a big big day. What ever it takes, i know God will guide me through.
10/24/09
Last goodbye.
We we're once paired by destiny. Together we shared our love, we build dreams, held each other hands, gave tight and sweet hugs, we laugh and together we cry. We once hoped for endless love. We exchanged vows. We even planned for our future. Yet, we all fail to make this happen. For one year and four months, we decided to cut our relationship. I know we never thought of this thing to happen. But destiny brought us too. Our heart doesn't fit anymore. I've shed a lot of tears than laughter's. I tried to understand but in the end I still can't understand. We fought many times with just single reason. I tried to be patient but still my heart burst. I knew you love me so much, but there are times that I can't feel it. Slowly my love for you start to fade, till I realize that I wasn't happy anymore. I don't even see the purpose of our relationship. So I put an end and ask for my freedom. I know I cause so much pain in your heart. But things really happen.
Today is exactly one month since you set me free. To be honest I even like it better, because I'm free from heartaches. I finally had move on and learn how to be happy. Let's learn how to accept and live our separate lives.
Today is exactly one month since you set me free. To be honest I even like it better, because I'm free from heartaches. I finally had move on and learn how to be happy. Let's learn how to accept and live our separate lives.
10/21/09
FATE`
"The sparkles of diamond had turn into ash. The bliss had turn into tears. A precious glass was field with dust. Stars are getting even far. Fields are getting wither."
There are times that I feel like I'm being played by fate. After i laugh then suddenly I'll just see my self trembling with tears. How could this things happen? My dreams are far way different from my reality. Things that I'm not suppose to have or attain are in my hands now. Sometimes I just want to escape and throw them away. But that is too impossible. All i can do now is to face and try to change them.
As I take my removal exams, I feel so down and stupid. At first I find it hard to accept the failing grades that I got. I feel guilty and regrets followed. I even shed a lot of tears, but one day when I woke up I just realize one thing. I SHOULD ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE no matter how bad the situation is. I took the removal exams because God want me to be awake and start to strive hard. Because He saw how lazy I became. I should thank him for that instead of questioning him.
Well life is really full of surprises. Even the unexpected things happen.
There are times that I feel like I'm being played by fate. After i laugh then suddenly I'll just see my self trembling with tears. How could this things happen? My dreams are far way different from my reality. Things that I'm not suppose to have or attain are in my hands now. Sometimes I just want to escape and throw them away. But that is too impossible. All i can do now is to face and try to change them.
As I take my removal exams, I feel so down and stupid. At first I find it hard to accept the failing grades that I got. I feel guilty and regrets followed. I even shed a lot of tears, but one day when I woke up I just realize one thing. I SHOULD ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE no matter how bad the situation is. I took the removal exams because God want me to be awake and start to strive hard. Because He saw how lazy I became. I should thank him for that instead of questioning him.
Well life is really full of surprises. Even the unexpected things happen.
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